Lillies

As I lay here in my bed tonight, surrounded by pillows and a sleeping PIT, the smell of lillies tickle my nose…the sight of the now almost fully opened gorgeous and massive bouquet of pink and white lillies makes my insides shakey…the devine scent is intoxicating and ignites the spark of thoughts that lately has been causing this wierd grin on my face.

(What the fuck is up with that btw…I am so not a silly school girl…I barely grin when I actually intend to!)

But the card attached to the lillies was signed “just cause“… Bfd right?

Well it is a big fuckin deal because 1) lillies are my favorite flowers. Ever. He asked me what my favorite flowers were…I said lillies…apparently someone was listening & asked cause he actually wanted to know…mind blowing I know. 2) this “just cause” jazz is a whole new idea for me but he says it alot. When I get suspicious of his random (love random btw) need for knowledge about me he simply replies “just cause. I want to know” (huh?!) he compliments me “just cause” he thinks of me “just cause” I’m digging this “just cause” theory.

Am I off my fucking rocker here or am I high off the scent of these lillies?!?!?!?!

 Idk maybe but Im diggin it…….