I’ve managed to keep my heart in my pocket for years now.
I’ve shoved any shred of hope of a happily ever after for ME into the depths of my being. Especially, any idea of ever happily ever after with a man.
Let’s face it….I’m an acquired taste.
Or am I?
Am I just trying too hard to keep people at bay so that I can’t be hurt again?
After all, you can’t break my heart if I won’t let you have it.
You can’t let me down if I absolutely refuse to let you in.
I’ve been hurt, let down, dropped, kicked, the whole shebang.
I’m still standing..
…..I’m a survivor.
I have a mission to remind ladies…my nieces, my girlies, my daughter that there’s more to life than finding love with someone…..you must first find the love for yourself…
Once that is found only then can you truly love someone else.
I owe it to my rockstar posse and most of all I owe it to myself to do more that survive.
I owe it to myself to try it again…..I owe it to myself to try love….the right way…
..too me I guess that would be…
..giving your heart to someone trusting that they won’t break it…knowing that they will protect it…
..There are millions and millions of quotes about love and relationships and what works and what doesn’t.
In the end you should always keep your eyes open, head held high and…..
Certain quotes hit your heart in just the right way….kinda like “that” one is going to hit your heart just right…..at least that’s my take on it.
I don’t think love should be that hard….worth putting some effort into a good relationship=yes….sweeping shit under the rug to “make” it work=bullshit.
I’ve lived, I’ve learned (and yes I once did in fact get Luvs, they suck)
I’ve picked up the pieces, I’ve crumbled and picked them up again….I’m still standing…brushing the dirt off my shoulders day by day, wearing my scars and souvenirs proudly….I wouldn’t be who I am today without having been thru it all.
(Plus—I’m one fascinating bitch. I’m not even gonna lie.)
I can’t just stand here like a fuck tard and let my life pass me by and miss out on the chance of just maybe finding a happily ever after…..
……for a crazy lippy lil bitch like me….
It’s not an easy task, loving me….nothing thats worth it is ever easy~
